im tired, but am not sleeping.....

just a random little update, tid-bits of info, pieces of me and my life.....

I'm really annoyed with 15 hour work days : I started painting our dining room yellow, its bright and am now thinking I want a different color : I want spring to be here already and am thinking that I can't wait to plant FLOWERS this year : I wonder what it will be like to be able to sit outside for an extended period of time, it's been so long and for this reason I dont enjoy this upper mid-west weather : I'm not even 30 yet and I feel like my body is falling apart : Almost every day I think of a scene that I could write for The Office, as I now, sadly can relate to 'cubicle space' : I hate HECTIC-NESS, and I dont care if its not a word, I'm using it : I miss a lot right now : I found myself playing piano for a Spanish iglesia and am actually enjoying it and the challenge it brings : I'm ready for another trip SOMEWHERE : I'm tired and am updating my blog, it doesnt make sense! : I saw my roommate tonight for the first time in a week and last Thursday actually had to be SCHEDULED, but boy was Steel a good choice...good martini's for sure! : I actually started looking at cruises, Andrea....we agreed at ages 30 & 40 it would happen : the video below I came across in my utube searching of spanish songs as I practice and thought the lyrics and her voice are beautiful : the male population confuses me and many times frustrates me : I have had my first Belt's ice cream of the season : I am loving this season of 24: and finally,I will leave with a quote by Ralph Waldo Emerson:

A person will worship something, have no doubt about that. We may think our tribute is paid in secret in the dark recesses of our hearts, but it will out. That which dominates our imaginations and our thoughts will determine our lives, and our character. Therefore, it behooves us to be careful what we worship, for what we are worshipping we are becoming